A Day In The Life

This is the 3rd day in a row that I awoke before 5:00 AM. I use a CPAP machine for my sleep apnea. I take two clonazepan to ensure I will not have night terrors. So, what’s going on? It’s just narcolepsy, my friends. I’m on my 2nd cup of coffee and it’s raining, so not sure if I can get the energy up to exercise. I know it helps my overall physical fitness, but sometimes I get all ready to do it and then just fall asleep putting my sneakers on. Narcolepsy, ya gotta love it. Always keeps you guessing what kind of day you will have. Yesterday, I told my husband I wasn’t going to get dressed or shower until he finishes something I want him to do, but then I gave in and showered cause I couldn’t stand feeling so gross. I’m not following through like most empowered people do. Powerless. Sullen. I hate when I’m like this. Okay — enough of this crap. I’m going to shake it off even if I have take two showers today.